The "full English" comment

bobbin wrote:Horrid as it is,

I am glad you are now
discussing something which has been worrying me for a long, long time, but has
been just too awful to think about, and certainly not to write about.

It is Kate herself who
introduced us to the concept of Madeleine being with paedophiles. It is that
Gaspar statement which alerts.

It is clear, that if
Madeleine were in the grip of paedophiles, then things too unpleasant to
envisage, would be happening to her.

If something awful had
happened prior to or even on the 3^rd May 2007, then it would not be
prudent for her body to be available for an autopsy.

I have worried about
the blue eye-make-up photo of Madeleine on the Balcony at Burgau.

It has never been confirmed as having been taken in Burgau and you need to bear this in mind.

How did she get there. Was she not at crèche all week, except for, was it the Monday? when
Kate took her out after 15 minutes in the afternoon, for her crying.

Madeleine indeed entered creche at 3.15 and left at 3.30 on the Monday, but it has never been stated as to why.

Where did she spend the rest of the afternoon. Why was she crying, why was she taken out.

Where?, we do not know. Why, it has never been confirmed as to why, I have never read anywhere it was down to crying.

Whichever way, the photo sends chills down my spine. To my mind there is something very incorrect
about the angle of the camera, her eyes, her skin colour, her expression.

Then there arehistorical snippets of information which keep playing away at the back of my
mind, to which there was nothing but a rather uncomfortable and unsatisfactory
explanation.

A long time back, in fact quite early on in the unfurling of events, I heard one of Gerry’s siblings
(I think) saying something like Tiny Tears nearly choked on his/her full English’ .

That was Kate in one of the documentaries, repeating what his sister said at the airport.

The 3a forum discussion at the time pointed towards the urban dictionary. I had never come across this
before, and have often since wished that I never had. However, I did go and look,
and warn you now, that definition 5 for full English, is just way too gross.

DON’T go there if you prefer to keep your mind pure. Trust me, do NOT go there. You can never undo
what is done, but you can just accept that it’s not even remotely nice and
leave it at that.

I think the comment made by one of Gerry’s family was then rather hastily dismissed as Gerry being
supposedly sometimes called Tiny Tears. But then, Madeleine was also said to be
a child that cried a lot and my first thought was that they were referring to
her.

My memory is vague but I think the reporting occurred in Praia, soon after the abduction and discussions could
therefore date back to the time of the 3Arguidos forum.

Then came the first forensic report, giving the impression of a fine spray of blood, consistent?
with a tracheotomy? if I remember rightly.
No. This has never come from any forensic report. Allegedly it was a BBC report by Jane Hill on the 7/9/07 and it did 'not' mention a tracheotomy.


It’s very easy when there are lots of loose ends hanging around to put some of them together and
arrive at a dark and horrid place.

However, Kate and Gerry claimed Madeleine had been taken by paedophile(s) and so, to think on
those terms, follows on from their lead.

When one is not a paedophile however, and one starts to discover just what unthinkable extremes
these people can go to, for their sickening pleasures, then it is easy to think
of these people as completely deranged in the head, and capable of the worst horrors imaginable.

Unfortunately, just looking even a little bit under the surface of deviant sexual behaviour, one
starts to discover things that one would rather close one’s eyes to and wish
one had never become aware of.

Does anyone, dating way back, remember any discussions or reference to the above, tiny tears and
choking on full English, and was it ever satisfactorily explained away or dispelled.

bobbin wrote:The forum discussion
at the time pointed towards the urban dictionary. I had never come across this
before, and have often since wished that I never had. However, I did go and look,
and warn you now, that definition 5 for full English, is just way too gross.

DON’T go there if you
prefer to keep your mind pure. Trust me, do NOT go there. You can never undo
what is done, but you can just accept that it’s not even remotely nice and
leave it at that.